When I feel like it
Wow. I’m treating my friend’s Bible study how men treat relationships: I can’t commit to anything, but I’ll drop in occasionally for fellowship. 👌 lol.
Entries by Charity Nicole
How much padding you got
The following is not a brag. It’s a fact. Everyone’s traumatized. Some worse than others. You can’t quantify it. Yet some of us don’t use substances to cope with life. Again, not a brag. Just think about someone coping and instead of being numbed out, what if they were like 92% present? It’s not worse. […]
“Harry, I have reached the top!”
When you reach the pinnacle of certain areas in life, you ARE the standard. (I mean kinda. The standard is still the standard. I will expound on this.) It doesn’t mean that there aren’t areas in which you excel — versus ones you need serious work in — BUT the point is that: The ones […]
“I live for the applause, plause.”
I’m so glad I’m writing here now…. I take selfies every day. I took this one earlier. 🤍 I like it. But here’s the thing: I don’t even see the point of posting it anywhere. I don’t need anyone to tell me I’m pretty. This is obvious. It hasn’t changed and it won’t change. Whoopie. […]
This is sparta. 🚮
I’ve decided to post everything this way from now on. There’s a blogger that’s had the same medium in her site since 2004 and I so wish I had kept that kind of digital real estate. Que sera. Therefore, I shall post as much of my life archive going forward right here, just […]
Vision gives pain a purpose. 👁️🌈
Listen to me. I just found this quote: “Vision gives pain a purpose.” A minister named Kris Vallotton said it some time ago… I told someone a couple days ago that I’ve been in this bout of darkness and depression, yet, despite feeling hopeless, one of the things that enlivens hope in me is the […]
Hello, darkness- my old friend. 🖤🤍
Listen to me. First things first: let’s get this straight— I’m writing for me, not you… I know that might sound rude, or something else, but at the moment, it’s the truth. I feel like I have absolutely nothing good to say to anyone or anything. I feel dejected, unheartsteady and demotivated. There are so […]
If I have to wear a mask to impress you, I’m not interested.
It happened this weekend… I ran into an old, close friend from high school and we started talking. Picture me: making a blithe comment about a situation I know nothing about. She laughs… “You never change, do you?” I reply, “At least I’m funny. I tried being on my best behavior for a while. It […]
How to get paid to be YOU!
I’ve always loved the idea of getting paid to be… YOU. If the concept of being an “influencer” sounds completely out-of-reach for you because you don’t think you’re: cool enough, smart enough, funny enough, xyz enough (insert your favorite adjective here)… I HAVE NEWS FOR YOU. You absolutely CAN be an influencer. All that means […]